Talk:Ender Brine/@comment-37231818-20190531173909

Figured I'd reply here too. Yeah, I did explode over something stupid, I didn't know what I was thinking, I still doubt we can be friends again, or at least talk, but just know I'm deeply sorry. I'm not going to get all mopey and cry myself to sleep, no use doing that now. Just know I've had to live with this guilt for a long while, it's been really bad guilt as well. Again, I'm not going to get mopey, just know I'm sorry. And Dawg, you guys are in the right here, I made mistakes, justification is allowed, surprised you guys haven't created a fuckin anti-end campaign, the fact that you don't completely hate me and considered even letting me back in is surprising AF, not saying you guys are terrible people. but you guys seemed to hate what I did, and so do I, I hate what I did, I haven't cried over it, just felt guilty. I never really wanted to get back into team scrub, I just wanted to talk, and even possibly become friends again. I'm still really sorry about all this, I Really hope we can make amends, or at least just take this guilt off my damn back, depression has only gotten worse, I'm gonna try not to use it as a excuse, I'm just a mess, not as bad as before, but I'm still pretty down and sad, anyways, I'm not here to talk about my depression, I'm just here to say I'm sorry, and I really hope we can make amends, at most becoming friends, and at least being able to apologize in dms.